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Ni hao! It's been a while since my last post. I really don't have anything to write nor anything to be shared. Since I'm now jobless, I'm wondering around the area of gaming, sleeping, internet surfing, and mostly driving my ugly ride. That's what I can conclude of my boring life. I admit, I'm quite bored when I have nothing good to do. Well, maybe you guys can suggest me anything good that I should be doing? Until the next post! Keep on waiting! I may write something out of ordinary. Fingers crossed.

Reality in Egypt: Observers VS Students and Relatives

For the past few days, I've been reading some blogs and Facebook notes regarding the crisis. For the observers who are viewing solely from their point of view, to help the students there, the government should include a proper plan and wait for the right time to establish the evacuation process. For them, the people or to be exact the relatives of the students who are urging the government to save the students there immediately as a stupid act. For me, the urges are meant to save the students there from becoming the victim of the current situation. They urged the government to act fast before it was too late. This is an issue of thousands innocent lives of our citizens there. Even though the relatives may be seen just to save their own blood, but from a further perspective, it is meant to save each and everyone of our dear Malaysians there.

The bloggers and authors who negatively critique the urge of worried and concern of the relatives, are totally and very wrong, as from my personal point of view. They only look at the crisis from their own perspective and they do not have the concern feeling for thousands of lives there. The critiques, as for me, are only meant to gather popularity rather than helping to endure the situation. Some, I may say, are stupidly writing their poor thoughts and ideas and critique the people's effort in urging the process of evacuation. They did not put a better critique as a whole from the perspective of all the people involved.

As I read more, the students were writing more about their unstable security there. Some of them were saying about not to be included into the evacuation process at all. They are more worried than us who are now safely typing at home in Malaysia. They want to go back and be safely back to their respective family. What can we do to help them rather than urging the people in charged to do their job? I guess that's the least we can do as not all of us can financially contribute to help them.

I've been fighting to give them some help for these past few days by posting comments and my thoughts via Facebook and blogs. For me, this is my war. This is how I fight for the students there. I don't want to see any casualties happened to my dear fellow friends there. I try hard to give what ever I can in order to contribute and help them there. As for now, I am glad as the government had already taken an action for the evacuation process. Even though it is quite late, yet I am thankful to the leaders for finally taking a step ahead to ensure the situation is under control.

We Malaysians, are hoping that the process will go smoothly and no further obstacles will come ahead during the mission to evacuate the students in Egypt. InshaALLAH we will find happiness in the end. Xie xie.

Reality in Egypt: Malaysian students are now in danger.

I'm very worried about the current situation there in Egypt. According to the snapshot above, the situation is now very bad where the police stations are robed and the guns are stolen, the banks and houses are robed, women got raped and everything is in chaos there. What concern me the most is the situation of our students and citizens there. The people there won't care much about the foreigners as they are keen to end the dictatorship of Hosni Mubarak. They should not be blamed for such situation as the blame should be put on the person who neglects to obey the democracy power in Egypt.

As we are talking about the situation there, what are the responsibilities of us who are now waiting here? We should help our students and citizens there before it is too late. We should provide security for them to fly back here. It is not safe anymore to stay there. Our emergency funds should be used to save Malaysians there. But still, we are still waiting for the decision of our headmen on the top. They are planning to evacuate them through the land lines, to the neighbouring countries. It is not safe to use the land as the protesters will be gathering on the main streets to show their disagreement.

We should follow the plan of other countries where they will bring back their citizens using their own military aircraft. Now we can use TLDM and TUDM to evacuate our citizens from the chaotic Egypt and bring back our Malaysians safely here. The decision should be made now! There should be no more waiting until we could not do any more further to save our Malaysian. Please safely bring back our sisters and brothers there.

Our prayers will always be with them and we pray that no more idiots will turn this thing upside down. Please Ya ALLAH.

Future Plan: A good one?

I plan so much for my future. Planning to buy a new car, own a house and to get married. That are the three major things in my mind now. I have to plan carefully as I know I would not earn much when I finally entered the working field. I plan to have a sedan and a bulk one (normally a 4x4 truck for Sabahan) and also to own a house like an apartment or a terrace-house. I also plan to save for my own wedding.

Nowadays, the money that we need for a marriage is far beyond expectation. Some say it is not necessary, but I guess since I'm living in a community where the value of marriage is so important, I have to go with the 'normal' flow. It is too 'normal' as you need almost RM50k for such occasion. It is too much if you want to compare it with the cost of my own parents' wedding. But I guess that was an old story right? 26 years back. That won't fit such comparison.

What do you think? Does this kind of plan worth a man's life? Or do we need to pay for the 'once in a life time' wedding for the whole life as well? How about having two cars for a family. Does that look normal? Or am I going beyond the normal thing of an ordinary guy? Let the words talk.

The Ugly Tooth

I went to the dentist today to get rid of my toothache. The doctor said that there were two broken teeth. Those teeth could not be treated anymore and they should be removed. Well I said to the doctor, why don't we remove one tooth only today and the other one can be removed on another day in the future. The doctor agreed with me and she began the process to remove my broken tooth. I felt a bit pain when she put on the anesthetic to my mouth. After that, I felt numb and nothing can be felt at the right side of my mouth. She began to remove the tooth. It was quite hard for her to pull off my tooth. After few minutes of struggling and forcing it, she finally managed to pull off the tooth. It was very ugly when she showed the tooth to me. It was broken into pieces and if I throw the tooth on the pathway, nobody would even realize it as a tooth. It was just a piece of bone which had been crashed by my eating habit. The doctor said that the problem was not only to me but most people in the world would also had the same problem. It was the tooth that hard to be reached by the tooth brush. As I thought it was not my fault, I blamed my own choice of using cheap tooth brush before. Luckily, the doctor had given me an MC tomorrow and I started my 1-week holiday earlier than the others. It is now time for me to rest well and wait for it to stop bleeding. God bless. May the pain rest in peace.

Peak of the Freaking Pain

It was 4am in the morning yesterday. I woke up because of the pain. It hurts me like hell. I felt like crying, screaming and felt like I want to knock my head on the wall. No body was awake and I only had few tablets of pain killer with me. I swallowed everything up. The pain was still there. It became more worst than before. Went to the bathroom few times to brush my teeth, still, nothing had changed. For one hour I was in a hell of pain. Wondering around my room like a mad cow. Nothing can help me. When the summon of the morning prayer was heard, I went to my best mate's room and woke him up. Asking for a Panadol but sadly he had none as well. He offered me for a ride to the nearest 7e. I said I was in a very much of pain and I hardly could even walk. He offered to buy some medicine for me. I was glad and could not wait for the medicine to reduce this very pain. When he came back, I swallowed everything bought for me. Gladly, all the pain had gone away. Thanks to Mr Kzee who had done so much to help me. He's my saviour.

It was only temporary. I had to go to the dentist to get rid of this freaking pain for good. I rushed to my family dentist as soon as I woke up. Sadly, this particular dentist was not available at the moment. I went to my another family dentist in Damai. Dr Alex Lo Dental Clinic was my saviour. Checked by Dr Shirley and we had an appointment this coming Thursday. What she had told me, they need to get rid of this particular tooth as it was already damaged since the last eleven years. It was the millenium year of 2000 when I last visited the dentist. It was funny when my record was still there and I managed to look at my old 13-year old x-ray film. Everything went well yesterday and they had given me the antibiotic to relieve my pain.

I'm now nervous in waiting for my appointment. I'm very afraid when it comes to dental treatment. I could not even go to the dentist for the past 11 years. Now I'm back here and I have to deal with it. Wish me luck!

Life is a Lie

Secrets are meant to be kept, not to be told. But I couldn't force my self to keep this burden on my own. Well, as I tried to let it out, some of my friends said that I was joking. I was fooling around with them. How on earth now everyone does not trust me anymore? Did I always telling lies to all the people, especially my friends? And because of that they will never believe and trust me anymore? I'm lost and I feel like I have nothing to do now. I have no directions at all. I don't know where to go and what to do. Does it really matters in my life? Do I need it for every single second of my life and I could not move on without it attached on me? Good God, this is tougher than what I have thought. Please give me some strength.